Saturday, March 29, 2008

08 Mar 29 - Tagged!

And so I've been tagged once again:
Not sure if she wants her name to go on air or not, so I'll keep it quiet.


1. What do you do during free time?

Games, doing my project work, studying, or messing with the piano. There are time when I have to answer some uninvited invitations from some 'friends.' (No offense eh)

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Hmm, that'll be interesting.

3. What's your favorite color? Why?
My combinations usually are black and white, maybe because my affinity to Lolita style, or something. I'm definitely not a fan of punk Goth, or anything punk-ish.

4. Where is the place you want to go the most?

Depends on what my purpose is, first priority would be Long Beach, where my sisters are. Second would be either Japan, Malaysia and Singapore, as to properly establish the connection for our goal.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
That is interesting.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.


7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Let's be honest, we're all afraid to lose something. I've everything to lose, whenever I'm doing something, I'm betting them with all I have. An exact calculation and a precaution is needed. Thus, I must lose nothing to realize my goal, or if to no avail, there must be a substitute for what I lost.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Change those raw material ($1 million) into a steady cash flow of unlimited income.


9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Destati. You have to, or you'll regret it for your entire life.


10. Whats part of your body do you like most?
Haha, you wouldnt want to know.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
There are more, but to sum it all, liars.

12. What is your ambition?
What are ambitions? Some people think that the people in our group are too ambitious, yet I think we're moving into the right direction. If you're afraid to set a high goal, then stay as you are, as we carve our own fate.


13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Yes definitely, but ordering me to do something that I think isnt right will get you nowhere. I love experimenting different steps, even if it's eccentric. Let me see the result, calculate and assume whether I should do it next time or not. Dont get me wrong, I love comments and thoughts from others, but you might want to tell me your opinion, NOT giving me an order.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
No doubt, everyone answered the same, our family are.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I'm not at the moment, due to a high restrain to accomplish our goal, but once the phase ends, I'm sure I can be one.

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Sexy! :P

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My impatiences. Perhaps it's also my emotions, but I often acts without much thoughts. I really admire Shen for the coldness he exudes.
There is another question whether I'd like to abandon my heart to be emotionless, but I wouldnt dare to, unless there are anyway to get them back.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
None, they made me the person I am today. Although there are much to improve, I'm proud to be a heretic who differs from the rest.

19. What makes you different?
The moment I rose from the darkness, I'm different. I've been caged in the darkness for years, and I was at the verge of insanity. If you think these things does not exist, I'm the living proof of that. Now I'm far more.

20. Do you feel good to be friend with the person who tagged you?
Yes, very much. Who wouldnt like to expand their horizons? She's a special person and I would like to get to know her more, perhaps, personally. Would you give me the chance to?



Tuesday, March 25, 2008

08 Mar 26 - Traffic Jam? Or just Royal Jam?

Unlike Bangkok, it's unusual for Hat Yai to be on the 'traffic jam' fever.
However, you gotta believe it.

Last week, a member of the Royal Family, was visiting a nearby college to present the students with their graduation certificate.

At the first day, I wasnt sure what was happening, but there was a major traffic jam when we was relocating some drug stocks from the pharmacy.



Now, at the 2nd day, another parade passed by, again, by the same Royal Family Member.
After waiting for 45minutes, finally the parade passed by, but as we're not allowed to take any picture (for security reason), there's nothing that I can say.

The real problem was on the 3rd day.



I was wondering why there was a 'traffic jam' again.
I decided to get down from the car, and looked around. After noticing that there are a numerous of police officers, and they have totally blocked the road. You can guess what's happening.

And so, another 45min gone again.

Now, just when I thought I was able to go home and arrived just an hour later than usual..
To my horror... The same group of policemen blocked the road once again.

Nothing can express my feelings on the time, and I can hear a repeated grumble from the people around.
Soon enough, another 30minutes passed by and I reached home about 2 hours later than usual.


I'm glad I'm not actually in Bangkok, heck, I'll just sleep in my car if multiple of the Royal Member passed by every now and then.

PS : On the 4th day, my boss told me that the road was blocked again, but as I did not want to repeat the same mistake, I took another path and was able to avoid the jam.

I wouldnt wonder why we love King Bhumiphol.
Our King actually concealed his identity and disguised himself as a normal citizen by driving some normal cars without blocking the road.

All I wish for, is for his health to remain great always.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

23 Mar 08 - I've been Tagged!

Apparently I've been tagged by Chee Hoe

So here goes....


Instruction: Remove ONE from below and add in your own personal question, make it a total of 20 questions.

Then, tag 8 people in your list and list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

The person who tagged you is: Chee Hoe


1. What's your favourite anime at the present time?
Ouran Host Club (Kiss kiss fall in love~)

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Hmm. That'll be interesting.

3. What's your favourite colour? Why?
Hmm, either Black or white, depends on what it is too.

4. Where is the place you want to go the most?
Long Beach, California, USA.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Hmm, I'm not sure. Cant decide.

6. What would you want to accomplish in these 2 years?
To build a stable foundation for my empire.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Another interesting question.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
*Imagining making 1000% profit from the $1 million*

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No doubt, the time will come.

10. Whats part of your body do you like most?
You dont wanna know haha!

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Liars.

12. What is your ambition?
To change the world!

13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Tell me directly about it. Those who are close to me definitely knows what to do.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family, friends and my daughter

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I'm not. But I can be one in the near future.

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Easy-going

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My impatience. I'd like to be able to decide things by my judgment, not my emotions.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
None. It's useless to mourn for the wrong I've done. They'll be a lesson for me in the future, to strengthen me.

19. What makes you different?
My thoughts, the way I think. People calls me Heretic, but make no mistake, I'm proud to be different.

20. Do you feel good to be friend with the person who tagged you? Why?
Of course! Who dont like Chee Hoe hands down!

Now to for the next 8 victims:

(I'll not be tagging anyone due to the 'experience.' Those of you knows why :P )



Erm just because I couldnt tag anyone doesnt mean that I dont enjoy being tagged, keep it coming if you like.

Friday, March 21, 2008

08 Mar 21 - The return of a long lost memory

Finally I found it!

This is what I've been looking for!
Although it wasnt in the original form, this is more than enough for me!




Thanks to : endlesstale for sharing the link!

Later on, I found this full version of the flash, from the help of : Shinji Hiryu

Archive of Original Flash

A special thanks to those who took the trouble to post them and allowed me to get my long lost memory back once again!

Lastly, I thank you for reading this!

Please cherish your loved one!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

08 Mar 20 - In Memoir of Selya Angel

And so, my mind is clear now, suddenly, I found the sanctuary that hides my distant memory.
I shall just quote these sentence that her friends spread in memoir of her :

I been in RO for a year.
I met a 16 yrs old blood cancer girl.
Remember the sweetness of training.
It was happy to meet new net friends.
Selya Angel would disappear every few days...
Later on I found out Yin Yu Yuan had silently go through painful laser treatment.
The good friends would gather and have all the fun...
This song dedicate to Selya Angel in heaven. We glad to have her as a good friend. We wish her happiness, her smile will always smilie upon us.
On March her condition was critical and send to hospital for emengency.
Mid March we got news from her...
She had passed away!
We Sobbed and cry our heart out.
She passed away before her birthday but we fulfill her wish - a Crown.
Her sis using her character open a chatroom which said: "Sis, wish you can see this."
Selya Angel, we shall remember you in our heart.


And so, some people especially Kacts, Shen and Chalermbong was wondering my reaction earlier.

Thanks for the support and care.
It seemed to me that I've forgotten why I'm trying to build steady poles for the empire.

But now, I guess it's clear, to why, to what I need and to continue to stabilize the project's plan and continue building the foundation, together with the people, who shared the dream.



Thanks for all the support, and to everyone else.

Life is just more than being alone, friends, cherish them and your loved one while you have the chance to.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

08 March 19 - Digging for my past..

In awe... The past returned...

I dont know..
I dont remember since when..
It's been years..
It's been far too long..
I've neglected my past..
I aimed, and marched forward without caring for anything..
Yet now, I suddenly felt like turning to reminisce the past..

These were not the issue, but while I'm under the saga..

I was introduced to Yin Yu Yuan's epic struggle for life.

I been in RO for a year.
I met a 16 yrs old blood cancer girl.
Remember the sweetness of training.
It was happy to meet new net friends.
Selya Angel would disappear every few days...
Later on I found out Yin Yu Yuan had silently go through painful laser treatment.
The good friends would gather and have all the fun...
This song dedicate to Selya Angel in heaven. We glad to have her as a good friend. We wish her happiness, her smile will always smilie upon us.
On March her condition was critical and send to hospital for emengency.
Mid March we got news from her...
She had passed away!
We Sobbed and cry our heart out.
She passed away before her birthday but we fulfill her wish - a Crown.
Her sis using her character open a chatroom which said: "Sis, wish you can see this."
Selya Angel, we shall remember you in our heart.



I've somehow forgotten it, yet the moment of truth returned, and now, I'm haunted by the past. She was around my age. Her death was in the Mid-March 2006.
The tale bought a huge grief to me, mourning unceasingly upon her death.
To be surrounded by what we so called "soulmates", what is there to be afraid of? What else do we need to ask for other than a life, full of joys to be with our true friends?

Now, just suddenly, everything is flowing in me.
I cannot find them, why arent there any memo on the related event?

Where are the memories? Where did I buried them?
I feel so unfaithful for burying them now..

Troubled by the past, once again, I cannot turn back in fear of falling into the hole of the past.
I've nowhere to turn now..
Why am I doing all of these stressing projects and work?
What did I aimed for before this?
I've accomplished the first step toward my goal, yet I dont feel happy about it.
Thus leads me to the question :

Are these really what I want?

Ah...... I guess I better spent sometime alone and reminisce of the past again.
Should I calm down, my views should be clear. But what I really wants, is definitely a true answer of my own.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

08 March 16 - Shutter

I've been a fan of horror movie and games, especially Fatal Frame.
There's a Thai movie called "The Shutter" and it was quite interesting, and I enjoyed it.

Just several minute earlier, while I was visiting photobucket.com, I noticed this:

Shutter

Thus, I decided to submit a picture that I took from the other side.



I'm surprise how a Canon - IXUS 850 can take such a picture.
This picture is taken by me, it's not edited in anyway (except for watermark) and is not specially taken in anyway.

Again, I would appreciate all my friends and readers to post their opinion of what they see in the picture.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

08 Mar 13 - What is Love?


O Mortals, What is Love?
That binds beyond life on Earth?
To all corners in a pair we fly,
Braving summer and winter by and by...
Union is a bliss, parting is a woe.
Agony is boundless for lovelorn soul.
O Sweetheart, give me a word...
As trails of clouds drift forward,
Amid mountains capped in snow,
Wither shall my lonesome shadow go?



Thursday, March 6, 2008

08 Mar 06 - Too much work

Gah, I'm on in Sia's Cbox for nearly the whole night today.
Checking these documents are quite troublesome especially when you need to clear them within 2 days.



Off topoc : I've been quite interested in doing some e-business, perhaps someone would mind giving me some advise to start one.

Cheers!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

08 Feb 04 - Shall we dine?

Just a short entry as I've been 'addicted' to something.
Has been extremely stressed but I'm starting to relax now.

Well, it's my bro's special day so we went to a famous steak-house in Carefour, Hat Yai.

We went there quite often, but I dont remember what it's called.



It's decorated in a 'train' like fashion and it'll make you feel back in the 60s, I guess you can really feel how it is to be eating steak on a train, except there's no 'shake-shake' effect.



Overall, the food is nice and the steak is good enough for me to carve for more.
I'm sure there'll be next time, perhaps I will post the location in detail next time.

Cheers~